Sat, 08 Dec 2007 23:22:35 GMT

I really cant beleive peole would intentionally hurt someone so badly. Nothing seems to make sense anymore. My mind is like a wandering dream. The truth is bound to come out at one point.
I think you just need think about other peopole for once instead of yourself. Yea you need to be happy too, but not at the cot of anothers happiness. Please chose, is it gunna be her or me. Yes she is amazing and pretty. But honsetly i truely beileve im the one that can make you happy. But the choice is up to you. If you chose her, i won't be mad. Ill be disappointed cuz for the 3 long months you have put the idea that you were gunna leave her in my head. Never did i think for a second that it ould take this long. I want to be able to call you mine. I dont want have to sneak around the hallways and hug you when no one is looking cuz she has turned the world against me. Your afraid of lossing just a couple of freinds when not to long ago i had to complelty re-build my whole social life for you.
Your absoulty everything to me. I love you, and i promise that is always will. You are the only person in this world that has ever made me feel safe from waking from a nightmare. The only one that can make me smile when i pick up the phone and hear your voice. The only one that after 3 months still gives me butterflys and makes my heart race when i see you walking towards me. Your the only one i wanna spend the rest of my life with! If it wasnt for you, id proabaly be dead. I was going through a lot of stuff and just knowing someone loved me was enough to get me through that day.
This is why i need to know who you love more her or me. I need to go on with my life and i want you in ever part of it, but i cant if your dedicated to her.
Your my everything and you always will be.
9*16*07 aaf nmw!

brokenhearts916